I'm in love with you! Soo much! Can't wait until... September 2016 <3
I am not sure if you have any questions or concerns but please let me tell you it's time to... NOT GIVE A FUCK!
My dad... well that man.. is not my dad.. I am HURT and you are DEAD to me. I couldn't be happier than to say.. 2K16 is the year of.. 👰💍🌹 LOVE So I got the law involved on my dad this time. I'm sorry but being verbally abusive is just as bad if not worse than being physically abused. It FUCKING hurts dad! And I will go live with my mom. And I will marry Brandon! Btw. I love ya man! But that doesn't mean to try and call the pigs on me! You wanna play dirty? It's game on! I hate to see her go, but I love to watch her leave. I keep her running back and forth, like a soccer team.
I'm so ready for school to be over with! I have to take my semester tests next week, and then my junior year will be over with! So far, it is 6th period and my lowest and highest grades are a 68 and a 88. I am not doing to well. AND?!?! I don't even know how I did this, but I have missed like 13 days! That's freaking crazy because 1st period I have only missed 2 days! Ugh.. Semester tests; the time of the year when you find out which teachers like you and which ones want you dead...
So I was supposed to come home and talk to my dad about going to Oregon in 2 1/2 weeks.. And guess what?! He wasn't home... Again.. I'm sorry but I am gonna be completely selfish when I say this... He is MY DAD!!! So GIVE HIM BACK!!! I miss him so much and I'm sure he says, "Well your gone a lot too Amber." But the only reason I leave is cuz I don't wanna be here if he isn't. So I see my mom. And I'm glad me and mom are getting along again, but dang! That doesn't mean you can run away! I just want my daddy back... Is that so wrong?? That moment when your EX fiance knocks up "the girl next door". #TwoRivers
I'm sorry to all of the people who read my blog. I have not been on here in a while. And I can explain. It's because the relationship I have been talking about was so horrid. I wasn't even allowed to have the internet to blog on my phone. But I want everyone to know this. If you have any second guesses on your relationship... IT WIL NOT WORK!! I have moved on from that memory of my life. I am so happy now that I am not tied down all the time. Don't get me wrong.. He tried. But everyone needs to understand.. I am so done with the bull crap and games. I am going to move on without shedding a single tear. Just remember, the next man in my life will only in my life if I truly believe I am in love with him. 😘❤️
Well, I am writing this post from the ISS room, at Two Rivers High School. I have officially got in trouble for the stupidest thing ever!!! Tylenol!? I am P.M.S.ing and I needed something for pain so I took 2 Tylenol's from my bag, and let them slide down my throat. Now, I am in ISS. I hate school. I hate people. I hate it all... Can I leave now? Yes? Good! Because I'm walking out anyway!
I probably shouldn't say this, but at times I get so scared. It just because I know this isn't possible for me. We could be standing out in the rain, without a doubt! Then the next day seem to not care. But I need to know if this is over... I guess I've gotta' go back to my home town tonight. I just want to be the way we were... Before the storm. I'm sorry...
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